April 2011
“I see that we’re made of
more then blood and bones
see we’re made of
sticks...”
– “Cameras,” Matt & Kim
Day 27.
I have two siblings: an older sister and a younger brother, which makes me the middle man for everything. They don’t always see eye to eye, so I’m the eternal ally of both. My sister and I are extremely close because of how close we are in age, and we’ve always had each other going through school. It’s really weird now not seeing her everyday. We’re two hundred...
Day 26.
Religious Beliefs:
I was raised Roman Catholic. I went to Catholic school K-8 and I believe that I benefited greatly from the experience. Growing up with those ethics was an integral part of my beliefs now.
I’ll be honest, I’m the type of person that needs there to be a God. I need to believe in a higher power. And the one that I have is not the same as millions of other...
Day 25.
Ten Ways To Win My Heart:
1) Talk to me. That’s pretty basic, but talking to me is kind of important. Not just about day-to-day shit, but serious stuff about your past, your present, your future, your family, your plans, your mistakes. Things you think are important. I like to talk. I don’t like to be the only one talking.
2) Show you’re interested. I can’t make...
Day 24.
Things I want to say to five different people:
1) Dear God, I’ll always believe. No matter if I don’t go to church every week or pray on a regular basis, I’ll still believe that you’re real and that there is a purpose to life and that things happen for a reason. I guess I’ve gotten more spiritual, but not necessarily have been the best Catholic. It’s...
Day 23.
What if I was just like everyone else? What if I’d tried harder, believed in myself, said ‘fuck it’ over school work? I don’t know where I’d be right now.
Day 22.
Ten Things People Don’t Expect About Me
1) Theatre major.
2) I smoke on occasion.
3) Swear like a pirate.
4) One of my legs is shorter than the other?
5) I lovelovelove Eminem like nobody’s business.
6) Haven’t had a boyfriend since I was 14 (this one gets a lot of people, I’m not really sure why).
7) I’m actually quite a romantic for as cynical and...
Day 21.
Well, I read the critique review thing for a scene I performed in last night.
Definitely not over that yet.
“It’s the law of the land
That sometimes the dam just breaks.
God works...”
– Born Secular, Jenny Lewis and the Watson Twins
Day 20.
The last argument I had… was… well, I can’t really remember. Not any serious one, at least. It’s been awhile since I’ve gotten into a knock-down, drag-out fight with someone.
I can't figure out;
How to combine the idealism shown in the ideas of jihad and Crusades, the economic benefits of “turning Turk” by the English captives of Barbary pirates, and the idea of great international powers coming down on the pirates as a defense mechanism against the pirates that threaten their powers of authority.
Day 19.
The Midnight Beast never fails to put me in a better mood.
Talking to my best friend helps, too. It’s the one person that just gets it without me having to try to make it sound like real sentences, haha. I can just say what it is, however it comes out, and somehow he gets it and it makes me feel better that someone, somewhere is there for me no matter what.
Day 18.
Is this a question? I’m kind of confused. I’ll just go off of what I saw on some other people’s.
I’ve be raised to respect your parents. My mother is from an Italian family of 10 children and in that perspective you listened to your parents. They’ve come a long way and have changed greatly, but they were all raised with that idea and that’s how my mom has...
Day 17.
There are a lot of things that make me scared. The future, for one. The fact that I don’t see myself as talented going into a field based on talent and skill. I think I’m afraid of people, but I’m slowly getting over that one. I’m afraid of spiders. I hate how they move. I get scared of horror films very easily. I’m scared that every time I drop my iPod or...
Day 16.
Three things about my personality I’m proud of:
- Rationality. I’m the most grounded person I know.
- Ambition. I dream big sometimes and I generally know how to get it.
I am willing to pursue something I feel is important, but I also know when to let it go.
- Sense of identity. I know who I am and I don’t change it for who I’m with. It took me a long time to...
Day 15.
Well, today is only Tuesday, so the week hasn’t really been worked out to its full extent yet.
However, if we go back through the last seven days, I’d say that getting a chance to just blow everything off for a day and hang out was a really good thing that happened to me. Just chilling with a cool person and watching a good movie was a great way to spend a Saturday. I got to forget...
To the girl who said there is no grey area;
That in life there’s only right and wrong.
Are you serious? What kind of world are you living in that there’s no in between? The reason that I’ve reconsidered my second major is that there is no such thing as truth in history and that everything is based on perspective. What is one person’s right and what is right by one society’s standards can be completely...
Day 14.
Something disgusting I do.
I suppose to a lot of people smoking is disgusting. I don’t smoke cigarettes or pot. But I do like the occasional cigar.
Day 13.
A date I’d love to go on would be to see a really great production of Bat Boy: The Musical and have a really nice dinner. Bat Boy is my favorite musical and it was a big reason as to why I decided to go into theatre and I love it. It’s just enough funny, just enough serious for a date. A lot to talk about afterward but not so much that it would make me think all night and get...
Day 12.
I don’t even know you anymore, but I’m sure you’re a great guy still. Hopefully more mature. But it was a long time ago and we were fourteen. I miss you because you’re all the way out in LA. I wish you all the success in the world.
Day 11.
The single life is going well. It definitely does not always go well, but for me it’s one less thing I have to worry about. With everything else in my life, I usually don’t have time for another person that requires a much larger chunk of my life than my friends who I barely get to see anyway.
However, I’m always open to that mystical “dating” thing that seems to...
